how to drown in a glass of water

glasses to hide the colour of your eyes
still waiting for the day that he will ask
you will be fine, it's not the right time no the time was never yours to deside
and in case you saw my shadow and turned
im not here just reminding you, i'm not here
so you can carry on with your life
pretend that everythings fine and that i never loved you
i never cared, did i? oh yeah that's right i lied
heres my last gift i'll say goodnight and spend
the rest of my days teaching kids the risk of suiside
and die alone one night
in the corner on a back ally with no one in sight